Human / Manusia

Manusia

Sumpah ak benci dengan makhluk yg bergelar manusia

YES! Ak sniri manusia and sometimes I HATE myself

Bila sebut or pikir manusia, all kinds off negative words came across my mind

Manusia xpernah reti nk bersyukur

Manusia tak reti tengok manusia lain hidup senang

Manusia penuh dgn hasad dengki

Manusia suka menjadi batu api

Manusia suka berlawan sesama sendiri

Manusia suka menabur fitnah sesama sendiri

Manusia sangat-sangat takbur/sombong/bongkak sesama mereka

Manusia laa makhluk perosak paling dahsyat di atas muka Bumi

Kalau nk senaraikan keburukan manusia, 1 purnama pun tak akan cukup

Disaat Allah SWT nak ciptakan manusia pun, Bumi/Tanah memBANTAH sekeras2nya

kerana Bumi/Tanah tahu manusia bakal menjadi makhluk PEROSAK ats muka Bumi

Just pray to Allah that kita dijauhkan drpd sifat2 terkutuk manusia

BUT

Human is the most perfect creature that Allah SWT ever made

So, do I blame HIM for creating human or creating me?

Definitely NO!

In fact, I thanks HIM for making me as one of his slave or in another word, one of the human

Because I'm a human, I get to learned so many interesting knowledge

Because I'm a human, I get to feel the love from HIM, from my family, from my friends

Because I'm a human, I get to feel up and down in my life

Because I'm a human, I can make my choices and my decisions

Because I'm a human, I know what the real meaning of lives and loves

Again, thanks to Allah SWT for creating me as a human

Thanks for giving me such an incredible family

Thanks for giving me dozens of great friends  

Thanks for giving me all those musibah because that musibah makes me stronger and makes me who I am now

Tentang Manusia

Jangan kau lihatkan manusia hanya

daripada kotoran, debu, dan tanah liat
yang sering kita pijakkan
seperti si iblis sebelum dibuang syurga

Tapi lihatlah dia
sepertinya kau mewarasi para malaikat
dan hembusan Tuhan
Taman yang sempurna sifatnya 

Bachelor in Education (Hons) Teaching English As a Second Language

Assalamualaikum. Dh lama gak ak x properly update this blog. For this post I just want to inform my friends that I will pursue my study in 

Bachelor in Education (Hons) Teaching English As a Second Language

Alhamdulillah. With the will of Allah, I get to pursue my study to Degree level. So, formally now I am undergraduate student of Tun Hussein Onn Teacher Trainee Institute. Picture below adalah computer statement mngatakan ak telah LULUS Foundation Programme. 

Thus, ak LAYAK utk further ak punya study :)                                                   

Credit to my friend Muzzammil Amin for helping me to check the result. Masa org smua tgh kelam kabut check result exam, ak kat Hong Kong. China punya internet xleh nk check Malaysia punya website. So, mmg gelabah laa ak masa tu. Takut TAK LULUS. 

Yela. Aku dgn geng2 ak study 2 hari sblum nk exam. Mmg cari nahas btol ak. Nasib baik laa lulus. If not, ak akan meroyan kat Taman Sinar Harapan. 

Apa2 pun, ak nk ucapkan Terima Kasih kpda Anil especially then Muzzammil a.k.a Sood and his roomate Akashah a.k.a Boyan sbb tolg ak study last2 minute. 

And again Syukur Alhamdulillah sbb LULUS. I don't care my GPA at all. All that matter is I PASSED. 

So,wish me luck and pray for my success peeps and hopefully we can become a GREAT teacher somedays. 

The One

I fall in LOVE with a tall, good looking, elegant, polite, but DEAF person.

GULP!

Still in the final exam period. 2 papers are done, the final 2 are coming. But I think I already lost my mojo. I've been doing a lot of thinking process both academically and    non-academically lately. The non-academically involves emotions and feelings that are affecting me bit by bit. I feel like going to an empty space with no one around and scream out loud. I used to do that once last year in Batu Feringghi. Scream my heart out in the middle of the beach at 3 in the morning. Crazy, yes I am. I feel the urge to go back home now. I need my room, the aircond, the rest, away from studying. Third semester is not a good semester for me. I feel like there's something missing in me. I need a vacation away from everybody, just me alone. Traveling perhaps. I need to find the piece of me that has lost. I really need it. Please, 2 more papers and I am free for 1 and half months. Dear Allah, please give me the strengths to overcome the obstacles you gave me. Like people said, Allah takkan bagi dugaan and ujian kalau dia tak sayang kita. Means that He loves me and He knows what's best for me. Just have to be patient and I am sure there's a reward for that. Insya-Allah, Amin :)

All Set

The exam notices have been going around. Everyone has been asking me about my preparations for the exams. Circling and dancing in Facebook, the alphabet E-X-A-M just won't leave me alone. But somehow right now I just don't feel tensed. Well, not just yet. Just wait till the exam day arrives and I can assure you I'll be the one who is going to freak out and have a panic attack.

It's not the time yet to enjoy and get loose. Not just I can't have fun, I can't even spare a second of THINKING of having the fun. Oh, how I hate this feelings ;(

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While I was out to a grocery store yesterday, I wore a flip flop. When I was about to go back, I felt a burning sensation on my left foot. I don't know what creature/bug bit me, it sure hurts so much. Now I have a 20 cent size bluish-purple bruise :'(

How Great is Your LOVE

Dedicate this to my Mom 

The whole world brightens at your smile

Like the spring day

Making me dream again

On the day where sunlight glitters

Clasping my fingers in yours

Walking while matching our feet

Walking in front of you

At times suddenly turning around

Looking at your face that stares at me

My eyes are dazzled

Listening to the sound of spring

Walking along the path with blooming flowers

If summer comes and it rains

Walk on only looking at the rainbow

Even when the autumn passes and winter comes

We will walk on together

Feeling the warmth coming from your hands

How great is your love

I had been waiting for the love

Love like the sky, to come to me

On the day where star lights are shinning

Walking while matching the melody of singing birds

Like the secrets of the season

Repeating, come and go

Feeling the love that never changes

My eyes are dazzled

Listening to the sound of spring

Walking along the path with blooming flowers

If summer comes and it rains

Walk on only looking at the rainbow

Even when the autumn passes and winter comes

We will walk on together

Feeling the warmth coming from your hands

How great is your love

You give shinning lights to me

Me who is exhausted in this world

At the end of this narrow path where we walk together

Even if winter comes again

If your hands are holding mine

The world will be spring days to me

How great is your love

How great is your love

p/s: it will be great if my mama can read this. Spend 3 hours to wrote this

Mama & Papa

Baru balik Batu Pahat sehari but I already miss my mom and my dad. Don't know why, aritu ak balik for deepavali holiday ak rse sayang sgt2 kt diorg. Miss them damn much. Both of them umur dh separuh abad. Both dh tua and segala penyakit dtg umur cmni. I pray to Allah everyday so that HE will extend their life until diorg sempat g Haji. The only moment yg ak xleh imagine ak akan hadapi is the death of my parents. From form1 till form5, g PLKN 3 bulan, Uitm 1 tahun xpenah ak rse cmni. Xthula npe pagi nie ak asyik ingat kt diorg. May Allah bless both of them.